LIFE/SOCIETY

"KEEP YO HEAD UP", IS WHAT THEY TELL EM
FROM BEING IN THE CHURCH WITH THE REVERENDS
BOWING AND SHOWIN REVERENCE
TO SOMETHING THAT SOME FEEL IS IRRELEVANT

I WONDER WHATS WRONG WIT ME?, MY HEAD WON'T STAY UP
ON THE FLOOR YELLIN, "GET THE FUCK UP"

BUT ITS ME, MY MIRROR CAN'T FACE THIS
IDK WHO I SEE, IS HE MATT OR MATRIXX?
LOOKIN FOR A FACELIFT
HATING MYSELF LIKE A SELF RACIST

I GET COMPLACENT

AND EVEN COLD
MY WORDS SO BOLD
BCUZ I FEEL EM IN MY SOUL
AND ITS BEEN THAT WAY SINCE I WAS 10 YRS OLD

BISHOP G, THEY TOLD ME I SHUD COME DOWN CUZIN
BUT I FLATLY REFUSE, I AINT DUMB DOWN NOTHING

BISHOP G, KEEP YO HEAD UP MY NIGGA
YO LIL BROTHER IS HERE WITCHA

I PICK UP THE BEEF FOR YOU
I HAVENT ALWAYS BELIEVED, BUT FOR FNF I STAY LOYAL
SO IF U COME AT LUPE, I GOT SOME OTHER SHIT FOR YOU

BCUZ, U SEE, HE CALM
BUT I THINK I'M THE BOMB
SET ME OFF LIKE A BOMB
I'M TRIGGERING EVERY ALARM

AND NOW THAT I GOTTA LIL BUZZ
NIGGAZ THAT NEVER TALKED TO ME ALL ON MY NUTS

LIKE

"U CAN MAKE IT", "U THE REALEST"
BUT TELL ME, IN 10TH GRADE WAS I THE ILLEST??

THEY GIVE US CREDIT TO BILL US
AND GIVE YOU A FRONT TO HIDE YO FEELINGS

WELL, HEART IS ON MY SLEEVE
ITS BEEN THAT WAY FROM MY 6TH CHRISTMAS EVE
WEN MY MOMMA WANTED TO LEAVE
AND MY GRANDPARENTS WUDN'T LET ME

I FOUND OUT THAT YR
THAT SANTA WASN'T REAL
CAN U FEEL HOW I FEEL?

CAN U?

EVEN IMAGINE
OR FATHOM
ALWAYS SEEING A PHANTOM
BUT NEVER SEEING A PHANTOM...ROLLS ROYCE

BUT THE CHOICE IS MINE TO HOW IT AFFECTS ME...
BITCH PEACE IN FRESHNESS

{MATRIXX}